Hysteria 1/3

no food to dirt this body 
to suffer is so easy 
and makes her walking higher
until she feels true holy

sanctum sanctum sanctorum
God is a dog beside her feet
Jesus wants to possess her
this piercing hunger burns sweet 

no sleep to interfere this ecstasy 
the lovely voices in her head
tell from the sweet hereafter
iron bars keep her from flying 
but not from dying 
 
sanctum sanctum sanctorum
God is a dog beside her feet
Jesus wants to possess her
this piercing hunger runs so deep

they call her hysteric and not at all 
mysteric
but she knows she is chosen 
a hallowed grail to be filled 
Gabriel's fiery sword shines so brigthly in the sun
makes her go blind
her visions cannot be undone 

sanctum sanctum sanctorum
screams it on bloody knees
raises her shaking hands like a tray 
with her beautiful eyeballs on it
whispers "just like St. Lucia did"  



 I had a "vision" about a three part song...
what it's about ...well...guess it's obvious enough...
I've read Siri Hustvedt's " What I loved ". It's a wonderful novel.
One protagonist writes a book about Hysteria and the
conclusion about this phenomenon is really amazing.
I can't go too much into detail...but just read it !!!
So here is part 1 for you...and be prepare for
even darker parts to follow....