Liquid Diamonds

Liquid Diamonds are hard to find.


30. März 2011

Ritual 2/3

Echoes hall through
the cathedral
like beautiful birds
it's hard to remember
when I felt the same
those beautiful birds 
Black robe came up the stairs
stops at my door 
and I don't want to know
what he came for
what he came for

I look in anxious faces
and I wonder why
I'm not the enemy 
it's this thing inside
inside me 
it locked me up and now
I can't go back
it bounds me like a statue to my bed
lifts me up, shakes me around, starts to speak
in an unknown sound 
it holds me captive I don't know why
I feel so lonely, it won't let me cry


murmur rises in my dark room
someone lights incense and candles
Black robe bends slowly over my bed
starts to drip some water upon my head
I wish I could just stand up and go
let it all go


But I can't go back
it bounds me like a statue to my bed
lifts me up, shakes me around, starts to speak
in an unknown sound 
it holds me captive, I don't know why
I feel so lonely, it won't let me cry

Once I watched the sunrise 
red and rose
where has it gone now
no one knows
am I gone
God gone
am I gone
no one


So this is after Hysteria part 2 of my announced
trilogy. It is not as dark and bitter as I thought it to be.
There is more sadness and disappointment in it. It's about giving up when everybody around you won't give you a chance. You don't have to be obsessed...there are many situations  where we feel completely misunderstood and frustrated. Exorcism is just an extreme metaphor for brainwashing...  

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