Echoes hall through 
the cathedral like beautiful birds
it's hard to remember
when I felt the same
those beautiful birds
Black robe came up the stairs
stops at my door
and I don't want to know
what he came for
what he came for
I look in anxious faces
and I wonder why
I'm not the enemy
it's this thing inside
inside me
it locked me up and now
I can't go back
it bounds me like a statue to my bed
lifts me up, shakes me around, starts to speak
in an unknown sound it holds me captive I don't know why
I feel so lonely, it won't let me cry
murmur rises in my dark room
someone lights incense and candles
Black robe bends slowly over my bed
starts to drip some water upon my head
I wish I could just stand up and go
let it all go
But I can't go back
it bounds me like a statue to my bed
in an unknown sound
it holds me captive, I don't know why
I feel so lonely, it won't let me cry
Once I watched the sunrise
red and rose
where has it gone now
no one knows
am I gone
God gone
am I gone
no one
So this is after Hysteria part 2 of my announced
trilogy. It is not as dark and bitter as I thought it to be.
There is more sadness and disappointment in it. It's about giving up when everybody around you won't give you a chance. You don't have to be obsessed...there are many situations where we feel completely misunderstood and frustrated. Exorcism is just an extreme metaphor for brainwashing...
